Happy Birthday Khasa

happy birthday to my mother...with lots of love..ur loving son..and im presently in puune..and i hope to go back to home as soon as possible..im missing hyderanad..and i tell u guys abt my training afterwards..until then..bye..

arriving somewhere but not here

Its one goddamn song that i litsen everyday..the song is called arriving somewhere but not here..lyric of this song is too good..no words to say..u have to litsen this song for yourself..it starts very lately the starting music is very nice..and its live video from arriving somewhere is too good..here goes the lyrics..just see this lyrics and then litsen to the song..i bet u would love this..

Never stop the car on a drive in the dark
Never look for the truth in your mother's eyes
Never trust the sound of rain upon a river
Rushing through your ears

Arriving somewhere but not here

Did you imagine the final sound as a gun?
Or the smashing windscreen of a car?
Did you ever imagine the last thing you'd hear as you're fading out was a song?

All my designs, simplified
And all of my plans, compromised
All of my dreams, sacrificed

Ever had the feeling you've been here before?
Drinking down the poison the way you were taught
Every thought from here on in your life begins
And all you knew was wrong?

Did you see the red mist block your path?
Did the scissors cut a way to your heart?
Did you feel the envy for the sons of mothers tearing you apart?

\m/ \m/ \m/..666..

Metal is my life..errr..u got to hear this from every kid..but i really feel like metal is my life..u may or may not have friends through out your life..if u have also..all the feelings cant be shared with friends..but you have metal music in every movement of ur life..u can listen to them..u can share ur happiness or sadness..u can listen to music for every situation..hmm..im not able to say this properly..but metal is there throughout my life since i started listening to metal..now i like doing head banging for evry kind of rock and metal genre..hehe..dont know whether i do is rite way or not..but i do head banging and it gives u happiness,excitement and full of energy..i just gone through couple of pretty good and pretty bad situations recently and this helped me realize how great is metal..

again on google search..

i still suffer from limit syndrome..but now I'm on top of the google results for the key-word a incubus in rapture..i mean out of 2,60,000 results for the key-word a incubus in rapture my blog is ranked 1st..hehe..i never thought that i would get on top of the google results..i still don't know completely how this page ranking system of google works..but my blog is ranked 1st for the keyword a incubus in rapture..to get a better page rank for web page..there should many no of links pointing to your page and there should many no links pointing web pages from your web page..and one more thing for the ppl who want to get to top of google search results..the key-word..key word is very important..and google doesn't give a shit about your creativity thing..how much creative your page looks..google page ranking mechanism will not consider it..it sees the key words in your blog..and if you write any posts..try make a conclusion..its very important..and if u dont care abt your web page in google search..._|_

weird..

I don't know how exactly i feel..i have all the reasons to happy and all the reasons to be sad..sometimes i really feel happy and excited and sometimes i feel depressed..how can this be possible..??..!!..dont know wtf is going on..!..im in a situation where anything can happen..psychologists call this limit syndrome..it was ok with this upto last week..but last week i got a surprise..after dat i hate surprise's..uggg..on other side im thrilled and proud that i started blogging..blogging is my new passion..asthough there are only a few readers of my blog..but i dont care..i really have a hard time believing this pic..i wish it would happen soon..

The correct way to weigh yourself

I cant believe we were doing wrong all these years..you must spread the word..

khaasa

mother and father in kulu manali..i like these pics..

I Love Frietag

hallo..wie geht es dir..?..mein name ist bharath..und i love frietag..wow..iam able to write sentence in deustch..after my long 3 month course in germen(deustch) language..hmm..i changed my blog domain address again..its my 5th one i think..i love frietag means i love Fridays..on Fridays i got to see bleach and naruto manga..but tomorrow Friday is speacial one..tomorrow my results will be out..i just only hope to clear every subject..that's my only wish..and tomorrow's naruto manga is going to be interesting..as son of a bitch sasuke is heading to konaha and kishi said there is new development in naruto..I'm looking forward to it..

Love Is..

love is ?..i dont have things in common with her..and we share some intrests and i do feel guilty when i hurt her..err..i feel likewise for everyone..hmm..im not the one who put the face that i totally understand her..im a little stubborn..i dont know if love is pain..my friends will be knowing it better..hehe..actually im a dumbo when the topic is love or chicks..ahhh..im just so full of myself..and i dont care about this love kind of shitty things...just watch some shonen manga/anime or listen some \m/ rather than spending life like a freaking emo kid thinking of love..

A Incubus in Rapture

a incubus in rapture..that's how my blog url should read..hmm..im listening to goth metal for few days and i really enjoying it..its all about darkness,dark mythology,blood,night,satan,evil and romantic literary style which includes vampires..im litsening now to dimmu borgir..lyrics of dimmu borgir are too good..and..i recently realized dat i want to become a incubus..incubus is a demon in male form supposed to lie upon women to have sexual intercourse with them..and my female counterpart is succubus..i already described her in the post my girl..u can identify me by my unnaturally cold penis..haha..and repeated intercourse with incubus(aka 'me') may lead to death..haha..so dat's about me..incubus literally means i lie on top..pretty meaningful..and rapture means excitement,happiness..

My Girl..

Illness and plagues, torture and blight

Is what she brings

Mocking holy standards, deceiving feeble fools

Is what she loves

Granted with powers, gifted with magic

Watching the world through raven eyes

Damned woman mischievous whore

Heretic princess

Devil's own

Her seductive elegance

Excites your weak flesh

Her diabolical beauty

Enchants your bewildered mind

You damn woman

You mischievous whore

You heretic princess

You are Devil's own

A serenade made out of black magic

She has learned to set souls afire

And makes sure that you never

Will leave it's trance

Her diabolical beauty

Enchants your bewildered mind

Tormentor Of Christian Souls..Dimmu Borgir

I could drag you to my chambers

And strip you naked in darkness

I could pull your fingernails out one by one

And rape you till you find no hope

I could rip your guts out

And let you watch me

Sacrifice your unborn child

I could leave you to starve

And even bring you to total silence

...but I won't

For I find no pleasure in your physical pain

I want your Christian soul to crumble

Your fucking soul

When I have seen your church go up in flames

And you are weeping I will laugh

When I have seen you mourn over loved ones

I will feel bliss when your mortal soul is in ruins

I will grin in the shadows

For that gives me pleasure...

...tormenting a Christian soul

Happy Marriage Day to Mummy and Pappa

Today is marriage day of my parents..but i cant wish them..they are in their tour..they might presently be in wagah border..they are just perfect..i mean my father is a Scorpio and mother is cancer..Scorpio-Cancer is perfect match..hmm..and..i want to convey my wishes to my mummy and pappa..hope they see my post..hehe..i had no no contact of them today..they are busy i think..nyway..happy marriage day to amma and pappa..with lots of love..

Tears Don't Fall

With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping

The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading

Would she hear me if I called her name?

Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong

The path I walk's in the wrong direction

There's always someone fucking hanging on

Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall

They crash around me

Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

Your tears don't fall

They crash around me

Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screaming

The visions left inside me are slowly fading

Would she hear me if I called her name?

Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong

The path I walk's in the wrong direction

There's always someone fucking hanging on

Can anybody help me make things better?

Its my fav song..tears dont fall from bullet for my valentine..

Instinct

Solomon was often asked about his success as a fisherman. Invariably his reply was enigmatic. “Just instinct,” he'd say with a wry smile.

"Instinct" is the most frequent path I have taken with my life..some success..some not so..And NO regrets either way..and the picture of the fisherman shows the contentment..we all want that..if u see bleach..hollow ichigo has described whats the difference between him and ichigo..they both have same power and both are having same zanpaku..but ichigo was beaten with ease..then ichigo ask..why iam defeated..whats the difference..then ichigo hollow replies with one word instinct..instict to kill..instict to fight..instict is what we have to develop in life..

life exists elsewhere in universe..?

thinking whether intelligent life elsewhere in universe..wht say..?..if der is any intelligent life like dat in star trek..im sure they have explored and contacted us..but it seems dat we are the only one's upto now..with an average of 5 planets per star..hmm that approximated..half a trillion stars in our solar system and an estimated 100 billion (KNOWN!) solar systems..we have 2.5*10^23 planets in the universe..this number will definitely continue to grow as our telescope technology improves..but i would say that the odds of not existing an intelligent life elsewhere in universe is 1..i mean probability.. It's kind of like trying to roll a dice a hundred times without hitting a '1.'..you know dats kind of impossible..der must be life elsewhere in universe.. i mean you have to hit something eventually..especially different types of life like microorganisms..which can survive in fierce environments..with so many planets, advanced life is very probable elsewhere..problem is..the light emitted from earth takes billions of light years to reach the further planets..so if they somehow saw us through a telescope..someone like sentiens in matrix..hehe..that activity will have been from billions of years ago..life will be long since gone by that time..ahh..anyway..progress will be difficult..considering that the closest habitable planet is 25 lightyears away..if we can manage to send colonizers..we will probably never speak to them again..since any light-based communication will take 25 years to reach us..and it will take just 50 years to travel..huh..untill then the colonizers will die eventually..we will have to find a way to break the universal speed limit which is the speed of light if we want to overcome this obstacle..still..another prob..relativity will hold for those who travel and we will age relatively faster and will be dead sooner than them..again..a problem for communication..damn this communication..no wonder how hard u study principles of communication..dis is surely a pretty hard puzzle..im working on this post 3 days finally iam goin to post this..well..i hardly spent 30min to this in each day..hehe..

Money Cars and Women

what do u think is the meaning of happiness..is it money,cars and women or is just money and cars..as iam the one who believe ignorance is bliss..i think money cars and women are the meaning of happiness for man..hmm..wht say..nothing more than money,cars,women are necessary to keep man happy if he know dat ignorance is bliss..but all people dont give a fuck about this ignorance is bliss..they try find something or do something..anyway..im also like that..i do want to study..do my MS and PHD in theoretical physics..haha.. but i ultimately desire for the knowledge and to do something..well i also want money cars and women..huh..what an greedy fellow iam..i know dat u cant have all..well lets see my destiny..i hope i would get to top in google search results with this post..hehe..

Me on Google..

yeah..me on google..all u need is the right keyword..u search moneycarsandwomen in google..after omitting the top 2 results..the second one is my blog..it sublinked with my latest posts..the trick is that..if u want to be in google..u have to understand its search algorithms..like keyword of search should not be the common one that all are using..and u have update ur website time to time..and no of people viewing ur website is also important..for example take my post izanagi no kami...when u search in google for izanagi no kami..then my post will appear in 8th page first link..and im presently my best effort..to get to top results in google with aparticular keyword..bye..

true..

it happens to me also..

what kind of love is this..?

how does comic writers work..?

Future

still three more years for doomsday 2012..on domsday..der is goin to be a major change for humans on earth..it says der is goin to be end of some natural resources..and some says dat world will end..its not fun..so many religions and mythologies have predicted doomsday..i was not much concerned abt this future doomsaday and all that much..but recently i had talk with kaushal on orkut abt how to add girls and impress them..and it went with me changing my abt me..and from der our serious talk abt the future started..it kinda intresting..here is my abt me of orkut..

I'd like to share a revelation I've had during my time here. It came to me when I tried to classify your species. I realized that you're not actually mammals. Every mammal on this planet instinctively develops a natural equilibrium with their surrounding environment, but you humans do not. You move to another area, and you multiply, and you multiply, until every natural resource is consumed. The only way you can survive is to spread to another area. There is another organism on this planet that follows the same pattern. Do you know what it is? A virus. Human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet. You are a plague, and we are the cure..

TRUE

well thats the classic quote of agent smith from the matrix..and its true..and iam posting the conversation here..

Kaushal **:

agent smith eh !!! good one !!!

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

ya..i kinda think its true..

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

we are dangerous than virus..

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

and the quote..is it okay..?

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

but we multiply until every natural resource is consumed..

Kaushal **:

nooooo... u r not a dog to fuck every gal on road and multiply right!! so we rnt!!

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

similar to virus..we dont see to limit our population to a specific figure..we just try to shift to another place where der are natural resources and life..

Kaushal **:

ahh... as if ants check thier limit and fuck...reproduction is a natural cycle.. no gawd can stop if... but only he can make males impotent !! :P

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

i just still think dat our future is similar to sentians..i mean sentians are our future..wht say..?

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

ya..so wht smith said is rite..it doesnt matter when our population is increasing by fucking 1girl all girls on street..its abt our natural resources..we consume it untill it ends..

Kaushal **:

no ree... new female organisms will be growing so it never ends!!

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

for wht no..and wht never ends..?..

Kaushal **:

resourse of organisms for reproductions and energy

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

wow..i never thought of it..we can write manga on that script..wht we need is sexy girl who can generate power by fucking..

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

u joking again..u are always the same..whatever may happen men will always be men..

Kaushal **:

ne abbba reyyyyyy...... huh good

blog this chat now :D seriously

Kaushal **:

right frm the smiths quote :D

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

ok sensei..

Kaushal **:

click on the "view this conversation" and u ll get the chat neatly

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

but u also think dat smith's future is our future...?

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

arigatu..tell me answer..serious..?

Kaushal **:

hmm... ill relate smith to the last avatar of lord vishnu.. the kalki avatar.. wher he ll destroy everything in this yuga !!!

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

i just only want yes or no..smith's time is our future..yes or no..?

Kaushal **:

yes !

Kaushal **:

ppl r plannin honeymoon trips to moon whats dat for ?? going sumwer and multiplying !!!

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

but we cant do anything abt us..we are virus...the only that can do with the virus is to distroy them..

Kaushal **:

yes... but thats not our part to destroy ourselfs

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

ya..dats not our part..we can fuck as many girls as we want..but our future gen has to do something..

Kaushal **:

stop or continue fucking ??

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

i really hope we can find answer..its a million dollar one..u can win noble prize..all the future generation's will be reading our stories...and our guitar's,cum everything will be sold out in ebay or kept in museum..haha..

Kaushal **:

hehehe......

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

we can continue fucking..2200..there starts the trouble with the viruses..i mean humans..

Kaushal **:

but wot abt 2012 doomsday ???

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

if dat doesnt happen..i still think 2200 is not rite..may be..2100..ya..final...2100..

Kaushal **:

bot wots on 2100???

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

end of natural resources..pollution..large no of diseases..world economy falls..corruption..all goes to the peak..

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

dat's on 2100..

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

i hope not to live on those days..

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

wht do u say life on 2100..

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

i think sentiens will be born in the next years..haha..

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

some idiot like pavan will create them..

Kaushal **:

naah.. dat happens if men starts to fuck octopuses!!!

Kaushal **:

lolz!!!

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

wht happens when men fucks octopuses..i dint get u..?

Kaushal **:

sentians r born

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

oic..i really want to see how sentiens are born..i also think that they are our future..but..

Kaushal **:

hmmph !!!

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

wht's dat..hmm per hour..

Kaushal **:

m blogging dis shit away...

\,,/Bharath\,,/:

ohh..nice..

Bleach

wow..bleach is good..love it..good anime..but not better than naruto..haha..naruto is still better than bleach..in bleach der are so many battles..bleach is all about the souls and soul reapers or swords..there are two kinds of souls..good soul and a bad soul..bad souls are called hollows..and der are people called shinigami means death god..they send good souls to soul society and hollows to hell..by the way hollows eat souls..almost 90% of bleach are battles..its intresting now..der are some advanced version of hollows like arnacar and menos grande..iam following bleach online now..today's chapter was a good one..hitsugaya got a new water technique..and shinsui kyoraku also got a new technique..and i dont know wtf is dat urahara is doin when der is battle on earth..my favourates are rukia,yoruichi,urahara and ichigo..

me too..

cool..

dats the prob with girls..

nice..

thinks much..

money,cars and women

count me..

poor boy..

haha..my father hates this kind of stuff..

do u like coffee ?

bored..?

ball-on

i know how dat feels..experiance counts..

did you make ur bed..?

bharath..

i decided to download bleach..hehe..i will download hunter x hunter afterwards..iam reading hunter x hunter manga anyway..well upto now i havent even told u abt me..my name is bharath..hate my name..dont know why..i want name like..hmm..shikamaru..haha..wht do u say..its nice..isintit..?..iam doin my undergraduation..my hobbies..no intrest in telling to you..plans for future..i have lots of hobbies..and..i love physics..iam also having a couple of friends who i love very much..and iam writing this blog for me..i love reading my old self..here is a pic of me in coll..nice isint it..?..

Hunter X Hunter

Hunter x Hunter pronounced Hunter Hunter written by yashiro togashi is the new anime series i started watching...started it on yesterday...completed 25ep..it is an ongoin manga series...the anime is good..but not better than naruto..its abt a kid name Gon who has the features of dog..he wanted to become a hunter and find his dad who is also a hunter...and this gon kid looks like human but his abilities and talents are not at all human..he acts more like animal..he doesnt do anything like human...all of a sudden he says can u hear the voice..ppl sorrounding him will say no..huh..anime starts with gon kid leaving home and goes for becoming a hunter...for this hunter  there is examination that is similar MTv Roaddies..but der will be some less politics and more dangerous tasks...and tasks will test their abilities of hunter..first 25+ep are abt gon becoming hunter..i still dont know whether he is hunter or not..all i know is gon's father is really talented guy like yondaime..the series is good..now iam in dilema...should i download hunter x hunter nxt 25ep or bleach...??..

Sasuke's Mangekyou Sharingan

I dont no whether its a coincidence or for real...i found something intresting about sasuke's mangekyou sharingan...as i said previously that ameterasu and tsukiyomi are born from the izanagi's left eye and right eye...if u see sasuke using his mangekyou sharingan..he uses left eye for ameterasu and right eye for tsukiyomi..so..all i want to say is..sasuke has the true and most powerfull sharingan..although madara quated that.."my power..uchiha madara's power..sharingan's true power"..

so..wht say..?

she loves me..she loves me not...

izanagi no kami

Izanagi was historically born on the island now known as kyuushu in modern day japan.. In japanese mythology the two deities Izanagi (The Male Who Invites) and Izanami (The Female Who Invites) are the creators of Japan and its gods..in one important myth, they descend to Yomitsu Kuni..the underworld and land of darkness..stories about Izanagi and Izanami are told in two works from theA.D. 700S, the Kojiki (Records of Ancient Matters) and the Nihongi (Chronicles of Japan)...

According to legend..after their birth Izanagi and Izanami stood on the floating bridge of heaven and stirred the primeval ocean with a jeweled spear..when they lifted the spear..the drops that fell back into the water formed the first solid land..an island called Onogoro..Izanagi and Izanami descended to the island and became husband and wife...their first child was deformed, and the other gods said it was because Izanami spoke before her husband at their marriage ceremony...

The couple performed another wedding ceremony..this time correctly. Izanami soon gave birth to eight lovely children..who became the islands of japan..Izanagi and Izanami then created many gods and goddesses to represent the mountains, valleys, waterfalls, streams, winds, and other natural features of japan...However..during the birth of Kagutsuchi..the fire god..Izanami was badly burned..as she lay dying..she continued to create gods and goddesses, and still other deities emerged from the tears of the grief-stricken Izanagi...

When Izanami died..she went to Yomi-tsu Kuni...Izanagi decided to go there and bring his beloved back from the land of darkness and death...Izanami greeted Izanagi from the shadows as he approached the entrance to Yomi...she warned him not to look at her and said that she would try to arrange for her release from the gods of Yomi...full of desire for his wife..Izanagi lit a torch and looked into Yomi...horrified to see that Izanami was a rotting corpse..Izanagi fled..

Angry that Izanagi had not respected her wishes..Izanami sent hideous female spirits..eight thunder gods..and an army of fierce warriors to chase him..Izanagi managed to escape and blocked the pass between yomi and the land of the living with a huge boulder...Izanami met him there..and they broke off their marriage...

Izanagi felt unclean because of his contact with the dead..and he took a bath to purify himself..a number of gods and goddesses..both good and evil emerged from his discarded clothing as Izanagi bathed...the sun goddess Amaterasu appeared from his left eye..the moon god Tsukiyomi appeared from his right eye..and Susano-ô came from his nose..proud of these three noble children..Izanagi divided his kingdom among them...

Tenzai Shoshin

japanese mythology..in japan der are buddists and other shinto based religions..if u read manga's like DBZ,Naruto etc etc are based in shinto script..i mean the words they use amaterasu,supreme kai,tsukiyomi etc etc..Shinto is the formal state religion of Japan and remains the most common name for the nation's non-Buddhist ethinic religions practices..it was formed from disparate local mythologies, beginning with the Kojiki..Kojiki is the oldest surviving book in japan..its like mahabharath..ok..now lets get to the point..in shinto..the word kami means god..there are many kami's in shinto..and Tenzai Shoshin are called heavenly kami..they are..

Ame no minakanushi no kami 

Takami-musubi no ôkami 

Kamimusubi no ôkami 

Umashiashikabihikoji no kami

Ame no Tokotachi no kami

Kuni no Tokotachi no kami 

Toyokumono no kami

Uhijini no mikoto

Suhijini no kami

Tsunokuhi no kami 

Ikukuhi no kami

Ôtonoji no kami

Ôtonobe no kami

Omodaru no kami

Kashikone no kami

Izanagi no kami

Izanami no kami 

Amaterasu ômikami.

continued...

bull shit

this is bull shit...the time is 12:03 AM..iam starting to write blog...i dont know where to start...i have just played cs...fuct that game anyway...i really suck with ct forces....i need to prepare a paper on quantum entanglement...i really need money...fuck that also...and i dont know why iam writing this blog...i have lots of things to do...record,notes,germen,assignments...huh...dont know whts happening to me these days..??..nyway today's naruto manga 433 was really good...i should hold my cum until thursday to know wht hapens next...nyway pavan,kini are not goin to hold their cum until thursday atleast...manga releases on every friday..kini is ok..he has self-control..haha...pavan is not goin to wait..to cum...nyway tommorow there will be 3 fuck faces to discuss on the latest development in naruto manga..and a shit face will interrupt us saying "kakai bunshin"...another ass-hole between us says 'misquuzy'...fuck...i used so many fucks and cums in my 1st blog...i hope pavan,kini,sukku,kow will like this peace of shit...well thats the fuck for today...i need to make cum face...once a day atleast...fuck..iam really goin insane..if u dont understand any fucking word or sentence..ask me..hope u love my blog...knives..